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So by now we should all know who *L* is! *drum roll* and now here is a little pic of him after an assignment last week. Look at how cute his lil thong is! *L* has been feeling soo subbie lately and I have truly been taking advantage of that. Oh yes and my IPOD showed already so yay! As for the assignment, I know you are curious to know. *L* had to go out and buy new panties, a new PINK razor (and no I am not talking about a cell phone) and shaving cream hehehe. He then needed to go home and begin the pampering. I wanted him to feel as feminine as possible so I wanted him to take his time in the shower primping and prepping for our session later that evening. Oh and yes I have the before and after pics of the shave too but I know some of you real men would be appalled so we'll keep it subdued. This session *L* gave into me more than he ever has. I can say that I have total control over his mind, body and soul. He has literally been at my beck and call ready and waiting to SERVE, just as he should be! Today is tribute day and its a big one. *L's* journals are getting better and better and more often so if you would like to see what his feelings are on this Read his SLAVE JOURNAL
Mistress Dakotas faggot boy called over the weekend too! I have to say I have never heard anyone gag like this sissy cocksucking fag boy in my life. I am surprised he didn't pass out, however, he did say he got light headed a few times. He is still keeping his journal too, I can't remember where I left off so here is a few entries from the past few weeks Tuesday, February 7
Wow! Mistress Dakota has completely taken control of her new faggot boy. She had me last night for a wicked demonstration of how just her words can get my mind and body under her extraction of my deepest fantasies, which are actually hers. Those fantasies are for me to become the cocksucking whore that deep down I have yearned to be for ages. The timing that has now come, has played perfectly in to the hands of Mistress Dakota.
The most incredible effect of her spell, was as my head was being shoved down on such a huge cock, that I briefly lost consciousness due to lack of oxygen, a head rush, something I haven't ever experienced in this context. Then she shoved it again and harder, and I actually floated off of the bed! This is some incredible domination at the hands of the Mistress to whom I am now a slave. Ultimately, the final treat was to swallow her golden nectar, the treat I crave, as an act of total submission, and also the confirming of her ownership of me, her faggot slave boy.
2006
Wednesday, February
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2006
Friday, February 10
10:31:43 PM I was hoping for an email from Mistress so I could send her the card I made. Though, it wasn't too surprising that she hasn't yet, I still felt it. Yet, I felt it, like I should. I am her slave, and time with Mistress is in her control. As a new slave, I should realize my lesser status and be grateful for when she does give me time. Yes, that is the attitude I must take, to be a proper slave.
2006
Saturday, February 11
11:32:22 PM Mistress Dakota is becoming more of an ever-present constant that is filling the background of life now. I have had a busy day, and while able to call Mistress now, the thoughts she sends through my head intensify all the orgasms I am having. Echos of "You' re MY fagboy. You ARE gonna suck that huge cock, ya know."
2006
Monday, February 13
I fell asleep last night without journaling. It was not a matter of an absence of thought regarding Mistress Dakota, just more like old fashioned sleepiness. That said, I still think of the new Mistress to whom I am a slave, Mistress Dakota, quite often, and am looking forward to another mind-blowing (no pun intended) experience with her soon. I have gotten really busy as of late, and taking the time to submit to Mistress daily, helps keep things in balance. Then when I do get a chance to *be* with her, it is quite a reward and and thus something I look forward to.
2006
Thursday, February 16
I missed recoding an entry on Tuesday night, as I ended up working until dawn. Then last night I resumed my working and worked through the night again. I guess, I have not formed a real habit with this as of yet, especially when I am so busy and working hard late into the night. At that late hour I am usually just wiped out and tired. It is not in any way a lack of thought or devotion to Mistress Dakota. In fact I think about her quite often and usually experience some sort of sexual turn on (masturbation) before I get really involved in my writing. So tonight, in respect I am writing earlier, with the intention of making it known that Mistres is on my mind.
In fact, receiving an email from her today, was the high point of it. It means a lot to know that the Mistress to whom I am a slave, takes the time to communicate with her "lil faggot boy." That, IMO is a sign of a quality Mistress. Being busy, I am looking forward to a rest, where I can enjoy the nastieness that Mistress has in store for me, She has a wickedly dirty mind, and a way of having me feel real comfortable. I know she will continue to be the Mistress to whom I am a slave for quite some time. She does own me!Mistress Dakota,
Hope this finds you well after a nice weekend. It sure was nice for me on Friday. I hope you enjoyed it too.
I will relax a bit (see the last entry) and get psyched for another great and nasty call in a few. It is always nice to be rewarded for work and I have much to do in the next few months.
Let me know when you get the card in a week or so. I hope you like it.
Your gagging faggot boy, robert.
2006
Friday, February 17
I was falling a sleep tonight, and as I began to drift, thoughts of being Mistress Dakota's lil faggot boy began to get me excited. I "heard" commands to suck that cock for Mistress Dakota, and proceeded to roll over on my back, Then, thoughts of my X-mistress began to enter, as if she were trying to take control. But then, I asked the subconscious for Mistress Dakota to please come and dominate. So I thought the good way would be for her to step and squash the X-mistress away. But how could she if I were the same size as this other? And that's when she said, "yes." Her thoughts to me were to focus really hard on Her body and specifically to notice hot hot, She, Mistress Dakota, is. Gazing at her, she instinctively had me look at the proper place, her heel. Focus, she taught, on "my brown heels. Now just watch as I push them forward into your space, and make a mere speck of that shit you thought was a mistress." Within an instant, she said, that I was here to please Her. For me to focus on how hot She is, and what it She wants tonight and what I can do about it. Yes, indeed, she wants cock, of course, but more than that She has me as her faggot boy, and oh, how She has me crave it. Sure I can suck it hard for her, but She wants me to suck it deep, as She shoves my head further on it and crave it more. For she knows, that if I help get her cocks hard, the more I crave cock, the more hard cocks she has. And the more fun she has dominating her cum drinking faggot boy!
2006
Saturday, February 18
I was planning on getting nasty with, or rather, have Mistress Dakota have me get nasty, this weekend. But I have come down with the flu. So I am getting rest and when I feel a little better I am looking forward to an exciting and wicked delight as only Mistress Dakota, knows how to give.
2006
Sunday, February 19
I am feeling a little better, and am getting excited about "being" with Mistress Dakota soon. That is to say, experiencing Her presence and domination in a parrallel reality to this. Alternate realities are where "life" really resides for me. For it is in those alternate realites that we can mold and shape our common reality into that we desire. Some may call it just "fantasy," but to me these spaces where dreams are reality are what is true reality. We are hear to live in what is plesant to our desires. We control our destiny. We control it, even if we are slaves, and submit to MIstress and Masters. If the intuition is strong between the two, the desires of both can be realized. We all know how much Mistress Dakota, loves to dominate her little sluts. As Her fagboy, there is a peace and freedom that is found in the bondage in which she has me.
This leads me to the concept of the properness of determining when to have these sessions. If I tell Mistress that I will call sometime within a certain period of time, according to my budget, in some respects, She should tell me when it is going to happen. And from my persepective, I should just leave the IM on, and be surprised, when She is ready. Then after a little messaging She would tell me to strip and get slutty and call. And then (in my fantasy) stop the IM at the point and not let me say another word. But just do as commanded. I think this concept is one of getting away from the topping from the bottom problem that is really presented when I call when it is convienent for me. To be her true slave is to be at Her command, whenever, and whatever that is.
2006
Monday, February 20
Today was a holiday and I spent some time catching up on the many things I was unable to do because of my illness. I did get ou to the store to buy the headset and am thus prepared for MIstress Dakota soon. Though, I was turned on a bit last night, I didn't try her because the sexual energy flowing through me was only mild. I like it red hot. Why waste our time if it isn't going to be steaming hott. Because I still have work to catch up on, I am not really planning on it for a couple of more days, actually. But it will be worth the wait, especially if anticipation really mounts tomorrow and then maybe Thursday will be a good day. We'll see.
2006
Tuesday, February 21
Another day goes by and life is still somewhat out of balance. I'd love to afford very frequent contact with Mistress Dakota on the one hand, on the other, I look at the opportunity as one to savor and have as a reward for devoting my energies to my work. That is, the work I am doing that does bring in visible income at this time, my writing. So I continue to carry on, and when I go to sleep at night, it doesn't take long for thoughts of actions with Mistress Dakota come to my mind's eye. I think of these ideas and try to mold a unique fantasy for the next time with Mistress. So hopefully the time spent away is well worth the wait and can actually produce a better fantasy >> reality sequence.
2006
Saturday, February 25
Wow! I have missed several days of journalling. I may get punished?! But last night I had a very intense experience with Mistress Dakota. She had me begging for thick cock, and had me with the full experience of her faggot boy in no time. After some inital deepthroating, the stud fucked the hell out of my little boy pussy. Then we played nasty games, and Mistress graced me with the opportunity to lick her cunt in preparation for a good fucking by the real man. After getting her sufficiently wett I got him hard and watched as her fucked her into oblivion. She rewarded me with a mouthful of her hot piss, and then had me gag some more until I was lightheaded.
Oh! does Mistress Dakota know how to treat her little gagging faggot boy.
2006
Sunday, February 26
Still thoughts and images of Mistress Dakota fill the consciousness. When I see a "hot slut" in my inage collections, I hear "her" telling me, "you will do what Mistress Dakota says, you faggot boy." I would love to speak with Mistress everyday, but then I would think of short 10 min intervals, just to hear her reinforce, what the gagging faggot boy I am. It is just that our last time was so incredible, that now, I just need to relax, and let the anticipation build up gradually for the next wicked time.
New cller this past weekend!! YAY this boy like to hear that I was recording our coversation. It makes him hard just to think about me using it to get exactly what i want, which I did! Oh and Danny my panty boy! Another fun time with him last week as always. I think that's it for now I am off to bed for some zzzzzzzz, and yes of course I will still be logged in for calls like I am every night. You know I love to be woken up to play so what are you waiting for? Don't hold out on me, give me a call!!

Dakota

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